Thirty Day Challenge. Day 12: Someone who caused you a lot of pain.

Dear person,
You know who you are, as well as most other people who read this know who you are. Let's start at the beginning.
We were both young. I don't know what you saw in me, but I saw everything in you. You were gorgeous. You are gorgeous. We spent a lot of time together. All the time we spent together was amazing. We had our rough spots in our relationship but those times only made us stronger. We shared everything together. We both knew each other inside and out. It was an amazing feeling to get to know someone that way. Then you did something that I never expected. I never expected it from you. I never expected it would happen to me. I never expected that would be the way things would end. You were selfish. I was destroyed. You had taken the trust and vulnerability that I had placed in you and you exploited it. I still have trouble entrusting my heart and my dreams to girls. You will never feel the pain I felt. And to make things worse, you never showed that you cared how much you hurt me.
It took me so long to forgive you. I let go of so much anger, and resent for you. Unfortunately I still hold a lot inside. Whenever you mention anything about that situation it takes all that I have to hold my pain and anger inside. I know that you are a new person and so am I. I am so proud of the girl that you have turned out to be. Even though it was one of the most painful experiences of my life, I am glad that I have helped shape you into an upstanding young girl. After I had forgiven you, we became very close again. And now we share a new kind of love. We've both thought about going back to those old days, but your current commitments are too much. I don't think that I am the type of guy you are into anymore. Sometimes we are real close and sometimes you seem so distant. Sometimes I wish you would stop. Sometimes I feel like you genuinely miss me, and sometimes I feel like a game. And I know that you are in a relationship and you are "happy" and I 100% intend to respect that. We both know that you will never be free again, and you can get mad because I said that, but deep down you know its true. I won't say anything else about that because I love you both. I know that you didn't want this blog to be about you, but we both know that you fit the description perfectly.
Matt